DELUSIONS-

Bye Blogger

2007-07-05T21:52:00.000-07:00

I've moved to LJ.

Don't get the idea that I'm following/copying others blindly.
I merely want some private posts to be read ONLY by my friends, and not some random people.
Please understand! (:

I will definitely miss Blogger. )':
Loves.

Bye.

I'm holding on by letting go of you

2007-07-03T21:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

Never let you go

2007-06-29T21:06:00.000-07:00

School's been a real turn off, not to mention that it’s draining me out bit by bit, albeit it’s only been A WEEK. I wonder what would be left of me after..say, 1 month? :/

On a lighter note, I’ve been able to catch up with my friends and classmates. And amazingly, I understood almost everything that was taught in class. :D YAY rejoice!! –flashes BIG GRIN.

Ohhhhh, took our height and weight on Tuesday, and.. I SHRANK BY A CM! )’: totally depressing, arghhh!!! Maybe I shouldn’t get so uptight over it, since being short in my family is in the genes. (I think) So its not entirely my fault. (: Lalalala.

I feel like playing the piano now, ok I shall do that now!!! :P

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won’t live my life without you

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know I’d never let you go

There’s no chance, not at all.

2007-06-24T22:00:00.000-07:00

School's reopening tomorrow. TOMORROW!

I'm gonna refrain from using the computer from tomorrow onwards. I MUST, computer's sucha waste of time. No computer means less blogging too. But, continue to tag! Cos I'm sure I won't be able to resist the temptation of using the computer, which is..bad. Very very bad. ):

Oh, and I'm watching Initial D now. I used to go realllllly crazy over it when the movie came out. Edison = HOT. :D I love Jay and Shawn Yue too la, hahaha. Yay, I love all 3 actors in this movie!! :D

Gotta go now, need to sleep early cos.. THERE'S SCHOOL TOMORROW! -screams
Sleep early too! Nights. (:

Big girls don't cry

2007-06-22T21:55:00.000-07:00

SHOPPING IS LOVE. :D Especially when you can binge on all that sinful food + ogle at hot/cute guys :X + comment on people all that you want (without letting them know, duh) + shop till you drop!

FAMILY GUY IS SUPARRR FUNNY! Ok, its downright lame too, but made me laugh like mad.. so why not? In case you still haven't watched it before, watch this! Worth a click. (:

Ok, this is boring.. ohwell.

READ THIS AT YOUR OWN RISK:
Thanks a lot, you just made my mood go way down into the drains. I just can't figure out whatthehell is wrong with you? Stop asking me whether i've done my work, of course i won't be able to complete it in a few days' time?! I know its my fault for not doing it earlier, but at least i stayed at home for FIVE FREAKING DAYS just to complete them. Consecutive, I didn't even step out of the house, friends asked me out and i didn't go though i was dying to meet them, why? cos i'm trying to be a good daddy's girl, cos i know i'm not good enough and so, i'm trying to change for YOUR SAKE. But what do i hear? "have you done your work?", replies:"uh..no". "walao better finish it ah!" I FEEL.. #@$%^&*(. RAHHHHHHH! DAMN I NEED A DIARY MAN. I feel like screaming my head off at you, (even leaving this house) but..for the sake of ma and kor, I shall just..keep everything to myself and shut my mouth up.

I must stop stop stop ranting man. Absolutely tedious.. Drains you out a lot, so don't try. (:

READ THIS IF YOU WANT:
ME says:
i dont know how to swimmmmmmmmm ahhhh
E says:
lol
E says:
rly?
E says:
i teach u frog style!
E says:
lol
E says:
swim like the disgusting animals

DISGUSTING ANIMALS? Hahaha joker siaz.

Oh I wanna be a director when I grow up. Imagine all the fun, CUT CUT CUT! Woooo.

This is a boring + lame post, totally senseless.. but I like. (:
Goodbye.

Was it real or just my fantasy

2007-06-18T21:58:00.000-07:00

Day at home was good.. surprisingly. (:

I'm quite pleased with myself, cos I did 2 SS mindmaps PLUS 1 jian bao today! -FLASHES MEGAWATT SMILE. :D :D :D I like it when I accomplish something everyday, gives a GREAT sense of satisfaction you see, heh.

Don't go on reading...
{I wonder how you feel sometimes. If only the world doesn't change, or if time could be turned back, things wouldn't have been what it is now. You've changed, I've changed. Everything around us changed. Things will never be the same again. Time can never be turned back. Never. But you know what...4064770968. (Go figure if you want to)

I am NOT emo-ing, I'm merely reminiscing. HAHAHA. :P }

Girls rule. Boys drool. YAY! ok this is lame!! :O

wtfshityou.

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

2007-06-17T21:37:00.000-07:00

HI I'M BACK! :D

I'm back to normal already, no more emo shitzx from me ever again!! I'm zappy happy nowadays, YAY! Kay, maybe not 100%, but 70-80%. (:

ONE WEEK LEFT till school reopens. Omg I SO don't want to go back to school, not with my assignments not done. Those assignment have been left UNTOUCHED FOR THREE WHOLE WEEKS!! And most probably the fourth week? Ok, I won't make sucha BIG fuss over it, I don't see a point in that anyway. -.-

Oh, today's Father's day. So.. HAPPY FATHERS' DAY TO ALL FATHERS! :D You know, my mother and I bought some last minute gift for my father on Friday. We bought this super cute crystal ball! Those with the little shiny confetti which falls like snow when you shake it? Believe it or not, my father digs crystal balls. HAHA. Beneath his strict exterior lies an absolutely adorable young at heart spirit! He was smiling and laughing like a teenager when he opened the prezzie. He even said he's displaying it in his office. HAHAHA CUTE OR WHAT!

Before I end, I'm proud to say that I BAKED TODAY! Yay yay yay I love baking. So fun so fun! My cookies turned out nice ok! :D :D :D I want to bake cakes the next time, hehe. (:

I feel like getting a big, black, funky watch. :P
I feel like going SHOPPING too! Lalalala.

I'm currently hooked onto S.H.E's Play! NICE NICE SONGS OK! :D

Deep and Meaningless

2007-06-10T12:40:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, I'm gonna be on hiatus.. for some time. I've gotta do some serious reality check now. Life has not been good (at all) for me recently. So, I'm gonna find out the root of the problem and get back on track asap, I promise.

Meanwhile.. take care y'all.

Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

2007-06-01T21:31:00.000-07:00

Pictures pictures pictures!

I'll blog again soon. (:

Goodbye honeys!

Say you love me

2007-05-27T18:56:00.000-07:00

Gosh, I miss Pahang! And the explorers too! I feel like going back there some day again. :D
Anyway, here are the pictures and videos of the camp. (:

I just wasted a whole freaking day at home, rotting like no one's business. Fine, from tomorrow onwards, I'm gonna find constructive and meaningful things to do instead of wasting precious seconds in life! GO GO GO! :D

Speaking of constructive/meaningful things to do during the holidays, I really want to do some reading and studying(?). Wtf I know -.- Apparently, my father got called up by Mdm Wan when I was still enjoying myself in Pahang. So, obviously I was oblivious to all those shit that was happening back here in Singapore till I came back on Friday.

And so, my father met both Mdm Wan and Lin lao shi yesterday. Needless to say, he was totally disappointed in my shit-like results. He forced me to read newspapers (both English and Chinese) during the holidays. Like OMG. :/ But he was my father, and I had to listen to him. But 2 things that really pissed me off was that:

#1 During the exams, I fell ill. I didn't want to fail so I really wanted to study even though I was dying from my terrible illness but he asked me to rest instead. He even said that results don't matter. But now, look what's happening. He's complaining about my results.

#2 Yeahyeah, my results suck, and I know it. Informing me once about it and asking me to study hard, less of computer and all that is enough, but he had to nag repeatedly yesterday, which really made me frustrated. You know I HATE talking about results, moreover, its already OVER like how long ago?

Well, I guessed I was really angry yesterday that I kept cursing and swearing. :X I feel really bad after I realised how rude I was laaa. Cos I know that he really cares for me. (: If not he wouldn't even have bothered wasting his breath to tell me all those things. SO, KARIN WILL BE A GOOD GIRL AND WORK A LOT HARDER FOR NEXT TERM AND DO HER PARENTS PROUD! :D

Okok, enough of these rantings. Look what I saw at Parkway yesterday!
They can't stop moving so I can't get a clear picture. Anyway, CUTE RIGHT? :D I like Winnie the pooh, so cute lorrrr. :P

K, buaiz!

The look in your eyes,
Are you telling me that you still care?
Is it possible for you to care.. for me?
But, why do have this strange feeling that.. you don't give a damn?
Sigh..
ugnissimmi

iamResilience

2007-05-26T22:20:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK FROM PAHANG CAMP! :D
I can't believe I actually survived it! Trust me, it was a really wonderful experience.
Those who have missed it, you've just lost a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. :X HAHAHA.
Ooooops! I'm being evil, sorry!

This post is gonna be long, and boring. So, if you've 1 of those who've lacked sleep due to the Pahang camp, you're sure gonna fall asleep!

Whatever laaaa, its for memories anyway. Who knows one day I'll lose my memory suddenly? Choiiiiiii, touchwood!

There's so much to say, I don't know where to start!

Ok, firstly, the explorers were (obviously) the most fun group out of the 3 groups, namely: Explorers, Hunters and Rangers. They're a great bunch of people I swear! Made many new friends. :D They're such nice people, really.

We explored 4 caves in all, it was really fun laaaa. But, the route to the various caves were really challenging! Imagine crossing muddy waters, walking through jungles, squeezing through small holes in caves, walking on really slippery paths, and so on.. But, I must say that it was all worth it! The caves were damn beautiful I tell you! :D Oh oh, esp the holy light thing. Haha.

Next, we had abseiling! It was really fun, scary though. I can't believe I abseiled! F.Y.I, I AM AFRAID OF HEIGHTS. Guess what, I feel like abseiling againnnn! HAHAHA.

Moving on to Solo Drop and Night Walk. More fun! I feel like an idiot for crying before the solo drop, thinking that it'll be scary and all. Many others were damn freaked out too. But, it turned out to be extra sleeping time for us. Hahaha, whatever, it just wasn't scary at all. Night Walk was great, some guy tried to scare us with the torch shining on his face, but we didn't even give a damn. (sounds crude, sorry!) It was so hilarious. And our dear Pearson scared us unintentionally and we screamed like some guniangs! Ended up laughing like maddd.

Anyway, we had PROPER TOILETS! Unfortunately, it was infested with lizards, moths, mosquitoes, leeches, spiders, and all those disgusting creepy crawlies. Worst of all, there was this BIG AND FAT LIZARD in the toilet. I can even see it breathing ok! its eyes, skin and all that. Gross. Freakayyyyy right!

Oh yes, did I mention that the explorers have a flair for screaming? Haha, we, ok maybe only some girls, screamed at EVERYTHING and ANYTHING. Even a tinsy winsy thing like a butterfly! Ohwell, it was fun joining in those screamings though. :X

Canopy Walk was alright. Got stung by bees. ): Shooting Rapids was a total waste of time. I kept wanting to sleep cos it was so boring. Ok, I was tired too. We slept wayyyyyyyy late every night and in addition, we wake up damn early. That's why I slept everywhere I went. :X

Reunion Dinner was great! Seeing the Hunters + Rangers, can't believe how much I've missed them. Then it was time to say byebye to Pahang.

Took a train which travelled backwards back to Singapore. Coolio! Everyone ate chips, cup noodles and all that in the middle of the night. And slept right after! Pigs or what :P

So, here I am. Back in Singapore, safe and sound. (: Not to mention I slept for 16 hours straight yesterday! MY BEAUTY SLEEP! :P

I missed my mother, father, brother, home, Singapore. But as much as I've missed modern life, I miss Pahang now!

Never look back.
iamResilience.

:D

The sweetest thing my heart could ever find

2007-05-17T22:03:00.000-07:00

Somehow I was left all alone, which intrigued me to think. Yeahyeah, I know that thinking too much can sometimes be a real stupid thing to do, and even become a bad habit, but I can't help it? Or can I? Anyway, I only realised today that tomorrow's the official last day of school. Next week's the Resilience camp already, time really flies, at the speed of light! What really struck me was that: No school = Not able to see _. And y'know what, for a whole freaking month. 30 days, (30x24)hours, 60(30x24)minutes, 60[60(30x24)]seconds! (Do the math) Should be right RIGHT? Cos f.y.i, my brain isn't functioning well due to constantly dying brain cells caused by excessive thinking.
I'll miss you. )':
A lot. -sighhh

My attitude's real bad these days. Can't stand myself sometimes.

On a lighter note, I finally have the time to engage myself in novels (p.s its been like how long since I've read a proper book?), draw :D, outings with dear friends and so on!

GOODNIGHT.

Roses by the stairs

2007-05-16T21:45:00.000-07:00

Did I mention that my "Create Post" page was screwed over the past few days? Does it happen to everyone or is it just me? Anyway, its fine now! Yayy! :D

Today was a so-so day. Got back results for a few subjects, one word to describe it all: SUCKS. Short and sweet. Don't want to talk about it. ): Not worth my whining + disappointment + angst, cos its all overrr! (so please don't ask about it, unless you want your ears to go deafffff, or my saliva to splatter all over your face! MUAHAHA.)

Phototaking after school, had to wait for a freaking hour please. Total waste of time!

3 people have already asked me about my results on msn. Wtf! Don't blame them though.. I have to say this before I end off this post: Wtf I so screwed? I'm absolutely disgusted with my !@#$%^& results. THE END. I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away

Everything just reminds me of you.

Bad habits hard to break

2007-05-15T22:00:00.000-07:00

Hi I've got just 10 minutes to blog! Had this sudden urge to blog, so here I am! :D

There was holiday yesterday due to marking day. So, Kbox-ed with Ys, Venice, Fiona, Yq, Wt, Edward and Freddy! Had much fun and laughter, awwww they're such cute people. Cute people makes my day okayyy (: After that, met class guys for SPIDERMAN 3! I think its a relatively good movie, don't understand why some people say that its not nice :/ I teared leh :X hahaha.

Today was a so-so day. Wasted time in school, and we're going to check our exam scripts tomorrow. Screw itttttttt! I'm prepared to flunk everything ):

I'm learning to fall

2007-05-01T22:00:00.000-07:00

My scandal and I. :D

I love YeeSee's phone! Nice effect (:

Just want to share with y'all some chain e-mail thing my friend sent me. I never believed in chain e-mails (and I still don't). However, I found this somewhat meaningful. :D

You can just read those in bold and in red if you're rushing for time, cos the rest are just instructions or not so good advices. (:

This is without a doubt one of the nicest forwards I have received. Hope it works for you -- and me!

You have 6 minutes

There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This has been sent To you from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so Far.

Do not keep this message.
It must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise you will get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired.

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.

FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson .

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.

Now, here's the FUN part!
Send this to at least 5 people and your life will improve. 1-4 people: Your life will improve slightly.
5-9 people: Your life will improve to your liking.
9-14 people: You will have at least 5 surprises in the next 3 weeks

15 and above: Your life will improve drastically and everything you ever dreamed of will begin to take shape.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. Do not keep this message.

I think the name Ah Lian/Ah Beng is cool. I mean like, no one has this name right? Haha, imagine his/her surname is Chao. So it'll be like Chao Ah Lian and Chao Ah Beng. Cooliossss. :D I'm just being random + bored. Hahaha.

Goodbye all!

Just so you know

2007-04-29T21:28:00.000-07:00

Yay! I managed to survive 2 days of intensive mugging. I tell you, it really kills zillions of your brain cells and seriously drains you out physically. I didn't know studying can be so.. so life-threatening? Not to mention TIRING!

Argh, my sinus is coming back. My nose is running away, and I feel like there's something stuck in my throat suffocating me. Stop torturing poor me )': HAHAHA. I'm acting like some retard who hasn't fallen sick before in my whole entire life. Actually, I'm not sick la. Maybe I'm just sick in the mind. (Betcha nodding your head now and saying "now then you know ah") Lalala.

I shall keep this post short and sweet, and end off with some pictures taken on Friday!Crazy Ys. Cute Scandal. Retarded me.
:D
So sweet right?
It wasn't meant to be vulgar!
Deprived of childhood.Random.Look at the amount of books, or rather files I had to carry on Friday! ):

And some more pictures taken on the aesthetics programme day:Shermaine's so prettyyyyy!
Yay!
(:

Tomorrow's the start of MYE!
Good luck to everyone! :D

Back to the start

2007-04-27T21:56:00.000-07:00

Hi hi hi. Life has been going on pretty fine. (though some things make my mood change 180 degrees. Well, sadness is inevitable anyway)

I'll just let the pictures do the talking:
(pictures from the aesthetics programme)

BYE!

All Good Things (Come To An End)

2007-04-13T21:52:00.000-07:00

Why must all these happen? I'm so afraid of everything now. All those fears and insecurities are taking control of me. Those mind-boggling things are constantly stuck in my mind every single day, unable to ignore, they result in dreadful headaches, and making my mood go all the way down. I really hope everything turns back to normal, NOW.. Cos, I've had enough already. I get irritated easily, I get worried easily, I feel terrible when I've directly/indirectly do wrong things to people unintentionally. I feel so guilty, yet I'm totally clueless about what to do. Am I deluding myself or what? Honestly, I doubt so, but why do I always resort to keeping my mind empty and going straight to sleep, hoping that tomorrow would/might be a happier day? Maybe I'm just looking on the brighter side of life, which is hopefully good. (I think)

After all these rantings, I'm still a happy kid! The ugly S word, sad, doesn't apply to what I'm feeling now, cos I'm feeling rather happy! :D

Its Friday 13th today, I only noticed it towards the mid-end part of the day. How slow can I get :/ Anyway it's the Combined Sports Meet today! Seriously, it was a total waste of time, plus I got sunburned! I look as red as a lobster, k maybe not lobster, but just red..

After that, went Jurong Point (which is like, at the other end of Singapore) for lunch with my lovely classmates. Pizza Hut makes me super FULL! Their service sucks, a lot x999.

I'm damn sleepy+tired now. I think I'm gonna off the computer soon and get some sleep! :D Oh, before that, we saw this woman (around 50+) in the train, she was like standing in front of us, and when she raised her hand, we saw her *. Get it? OMG.. don't tell me she's not aware that she didn't shave?! It's like super disgusting, and we were laughing like crazy until I think she heard and turned her back to us. HAHAHA, many other interesting things happened in the train too: like how a woman slept and how a "lonely" guy looked out for gay partners!

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

Goodnight everyone!

Just gotta say it all before I go

2007-04-11T21:17:00.000-07:00

When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste

If you realised, my blog's been really dead these days. Thanks to the endless work, projects and laziness :X

Time flies, really fast. It's like less than a month to Mid-Years? OMG. (And f.y.i, I haven't started studying a single thing yet, one word- DIE!)

Ok, I shall stop talking about School.. Cos there's gonna be ONLY half-day of school tomorrow! To be more specific, only TWO hours! Shiok. And and and, there's Sports Day on Friday! NO SCHOOL(lessons) = HAPPINESS. Yayyy! :D

Oh, and have I mentioned that I've been experiencing this terrible headache for the past few days? The pain is seriously unbearable! I don't even have panadol to kill the pain in school ): BUT! Once I get home, the pain will be gone. See? school makes me sick. So I shouldn't go to school. HAHAHA.

Had 2.4km run today. Thought it was the real thing, thankfully I passed! Unfortunately, found out later that it was just a trial! What a way to cheat others' feelings huh.. ): I bet my legs are gonna ache like crazy tomorrow. Ahhhhh, why am I so problematic?!

I'm feeling so sick now and the feeling sucks. I'm feeling tired too. I'm so damn weak :/ I better get enough rest, or else I'll get sick sooner or later. And, many of my friends are falling sick! PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES!

Till then!

Blog's up again!

2007-03-29T19:22:00.000-07:00

My blog's working again!

My ulcers are hurting me like crazy. Grrr! I refuse to apply salt though, can you imagine how painful it is?! OUCH.

Anyway, life's been sucky, seriously sucks please. What I look forward to doing everyday is to.. SLEEP! Sucha pig :X Thankfully, my wonderful friends are there to cheer me up when I'm down, trying their best me make me smile and constantly reminding me that "We are too young to worry" (: Sounds familiar? :D Maybe I'm too brutal to confess that life sucks, cos I do have my friends and family standing by me!

I seriously am deprived of shopping. Ahhhhhhhhh this is bad! I've been stuck in school for like almost the whole week already? Work, projects piling up like no one's business. Honestly, its never-ending, trust me.

On a happier note, I'm starting to love my class more and more each day! They are all so cute/adorable/funny/cheerful/lovable... and the list goes on! I feel a great sense of belonging with them, its just inexplicable.

PLUS, tomorrow's Friday! Whoo. My favourite day of the week. Be happy everyone, there's always a reason to smile. Even if its just.. uh.. some form of happiness. So, be HAPPYHAPPY! (:

I shall end this post with a super cute animation:

Goodbye.

This I Promise You

2007-03-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

I don't know exactly where to start from, there's so many things on my mind now, but I can't seem to put it to words. Well.

My dear friend, I have no idea how to cheer you up. Many a times, I want to go straight to the topic and talk things out with you, but I don't have the courage to do so. Giving up your dream and acting like every thing's perfectly okay is not the solution. There's no point living in self-denial. If you want to cry, I'll cry with you. But please don't ask me to cheer you up or talk logistics into you, because I suck at it. Sorry I don't know what to do now. I'm already trying my very best to be a friend who will stand by you through thick and thin. Seems like I'm not succeeding. Haaa.

---

Ok back to life. Went to Sentosa with my beloved classmates on Monday! We went to Vivo for lunch at Carl's Jr first. Haha damn hilarious I tell you, they're a bunch of jokers. When jokers unite, prepare to,
No.1 Get packets of tissues cos you'll laugh till you cry.
No.2 Not finish what you're eating cos you'll be full from continuous and extreme laughters.
No.3 Take a much longer time to finish your meal cos you'll spend most/all of your time laughing.

Later on, we headed to Sentosa! Had fun there (: Lazy to go into details though. Then went back to Vivo for dinner at Long John's. As usual, the jokers made our dinner a laugh-able one, and we were extremely amazed by a gigantic (oops!) girl who was leading a group of young girls in a "battle" against a group of boys. Such wonderful leadership skills, hoho. Obviously, gigantic = ~~fat~~strong, and they won. We practically commented on the girl for the entire time when we were having dinner. Everyone at Long John's and at the playground were so engaged in the girl's charms too. Hahaha, she's too amazing!

Trained home with them after that. I love our class outing! Absolute JOY! :D :D Can't wait for the next one, by that time everyone can share the happiness we get (:

Geography project today.
Ah, I feel lethargic :/
Pictures soon! :D

GOODBYE

I turn to you

2007-03-09T22:38:00.001-08:00

Its the start of the March Holidays! (HAPPY HAPPY :D)
Unfortunately, my whole March Holidays is packed, totally packed.
Ahhhh help! :/

Got back progress report.
Did okay, but still definitely not my best, I'll try harder next term!
Those who did well, CONGRATULATIONS! (:
Those who didn't, don't give up!

I'm lazy to type :/
So I'll let the pictures do the talking (:

Pictures from "Evening Under The Stars" (8March)

A smile is nearly always inspired by another smile

2007-03-06T18:49:00.000-08:00

Hi all, its been like almost a month since I've updated properly.
Damn pathetic I know, but I've been busy plus because of that ugly L word, yes LAZINESS!
Lalala.

This month has been filled with countless emotions, including really extreme ones.
Experiencing situations that I've never came across or situations that I'm just too familiar with have definitely made me into a stronger person. :P
And I've finally turned Fifteen, mature already eh.
Must start acting like a fifteen-year old, you won't see childishness in me anymore :D (I hope.)

School is draining me out, bit by bit.
Life is torturing me physically and emotionally.
But, I'll hang in there!

Don't know when will be the next time I'm updating this blog again.
Maybe next month? Lol.
See how it goes (:

When I see you
I pretend you're not there
But deep in my heart
Somehow I still seem to care

Fifteen

2007-02-28T21:24:00.000-08:00

I turned FIFTEEN yesterday! :D

Thanks to all my friends and family, I had a memorable and meaningful 15th birthday.
From simple wishes to lovely surprises, I felt 100% happiness.
Browsing through every gift that I received retardedly brings a smile to my face.
Thanks to those who remembered, thanks to those who did not.
I feel loved (:

Happy CNY 2007

2007-02-18T20:09:00.000-08:00

Simple yet Beautiful

2007-01-26T21:19:00.000-08:00

School's draining me out, both physically and emotionally.
I'm so so so tired.

没有谁能取代妳在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

..evol I

You make moments last forever

2007-01-19T21:29:00.000-08:00

I love this song a lot (:
(So stop asking me why I'm zi lian etc etc, please.)

我承认我爱上你的美　
你的美没有虚伪
让我爱你爱到忘了我是谁

I'm not exactly in the good mood now.
So try not to piss me off.
Thank you.

I love Chocolate

2007-01-13T22:20:00.000-08:00

Says it ALL.
:D

Egregious mistake

2007-01-12T21:17:00.000-08:00

I've been realll busy this week.
So sorry for not updating!

Homework's piling up.
Textbooks to be read before hand.
Revisions to be done.
Oh-My-Gawd!

Sec 3 is so different from Sec 2!
Really different man!
And, F.Y.I, its only the beginning of Sec 3.
Kill me someone, just kill me..

Maybe I'm pushing myself too hard?
Haha, ok whatever.
I'm gonna stuff myself with sinful indulges this weekend.
To make up for reading textbooks and completing homework on time (:
Yes, I am proud of myself for doing so! Hehe.
Its been long since I ate Ben & Jerry's! *hinthint

Thank goodness its Friday!
My favourite day of the week! :D
You know why, cos I can get my beauty sleep!
Like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!
Hehehe :P

Loves, (Ms. Chimology)
:D

I miss

2007-01-07T21:30:00.000-08:00

I miss 1A '05.
I miss 2A '06.
I miss 2005 and 2006.

I'm not used to 3V '06.
I can't believe I'm Sec 3.
I can't believe its already 2007.

Slaps myself.
Wake up already!
It's impossible to go back to the past.
I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E!

Pretense

2007-01-06T22:18:00.000-08:00

I typed a long post, but Firefox is being so !@#$%^&
So I have to retype again!
Grrr!

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I survived 3 days of school!
Yay?
No big deal I know, but time seemed to pass so slowly for the past 3 days.
I've always thought time passed real quickly, maybe it only applies when you're having fun(?)
Haha, Idk.

Yesterday:
Parkway after school with Ys.
Had Mos!
Its been a long long long time since I last ate it.
Walked around, FINALLY gotten presents for some people ;D
Money flies away..

Kept laughing like mad women till we got tired -.-
So we decided to go home!
Hahaha :X
Took 31 back, cam-whored and laughed like crazy in the bus.
We were being damn noisy and the bus was so quiet.
:X

Today:
Nothing much happened.
Went Tm and Century Sq.
Had dinner at Sakae Sushi!
Yummm :D
Walked around then went home.

I'm feeling tired!
Really T-I-R-E-D!
K I always feel tired ok?
Hahaha (:

Goodnight everyone!
:D

I thought I've forgotten you, but it doesn't seem like it at all now.
Why?! )':
You pretend you don't know me,
I pretend that I don't know you.
假装多好..
继续等待心甘情愿的不想逃?
我才发现爱你和不爱你是不能假装的.

First day of school

2007-01-03T08:49:00.000-08:00

First day of school was overall alright.
Meeting friends was great! (:
I'm quite satisfied with 3v and our form teacher.
The girls are pretty nice and friendly, the guys are.. funny?
Well, its only the first day of school, it takes time to get to know the class better!
:D

I still can't believe that I'm Sec3!
Upper sec, SENIOR w0rHsZx!
Sounds so old, I don't like :X
K whatever, I've got to face the music, can't live in self-delusion.
And! I'll better start paying full attention in class, complete assignments on time, and study smart!
Omg, I think I'm turning into a geeeeek! 8)

I was walking pass the Sec1 classes, and Sec1s are soooooo CUTE!
So kiddish, primary school-ish, small sized, little boys and girls.
Pedophile :X

Bedok for lunch with Ys, Connie, Pei Yin, Wt and Ed.
I was so tired, I could've fallen asleep while eating -.-
Its only the first day of school, and I feel so tired already!
How am I gonna survive the rest of my Sec3 life?! :/
Chit-chatted a while with them, then took 69 home with Connie.
(:

Watching PSS2 now.
And I'll 100% fall asleep once I lie on my bed.
I'm THAT tired you see!
[:

Happy New Year!

2007-01-01T19:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

Yesterday:
Conversation among my brother, mother and I: (Yesterday- 31 Dec 2006)
Brother: Byebye! (Going to friend's place for countdown & staying over.)
Me: Byebye!
Mother: Byebye! See you next year! (Today- 1 Jan 2007)
Me: -laughs

Its like, only a day difference.(from yesterday to today)
But its also a year difference!(2006 to 2007)
Get it?
Ok, I know it sounds kind of contradicting!
Plus my explanation sucks. :X
So I can understand why you wouldn't understand!
Lalala :/

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Today:
Conversation among my father, mother and I:
Father: Your son went out for a year! (In hokkien)
Mother & I: -laughs like MAD

Ok, it may not seem really funny(?)
But its really damn funny when you actually hear it!

My parents are sooooo cute right!
:D :D :D
I know I know, hehehe :P

School's reopening in 2 days' time!
OHMYGAWD!
):

Goodbye 2006. Hello 2007!

2006-12-31T22:04:00.000-08:00

Finally, its the last day of 2006. -heaves a big sigh of relief

2006 has been a wayyy bad year for me.
When I wake up tomorrow, it'll be 2007.
Hopefully, it'll be a better year for me!
A much better one please!
:D

Happy New Year to everyone in advance! (:

Goodbye 2006.
Hello 2007!

New skin (:

2006-12-29T19:19:00.000-08:00

New skin, again.
I'm so indecisive I know, but I love this skin!
(:

Went Kbox with Ys, Theresa and Steph yesterday.
We got really HIGH, (or is it only me :X)
Really funnnn, yay! :D
Then we had Subway for lunch.

Didn't go Justin's house in the end due to some reasons.
Went Steph's house instead [:
Used computer, watched videos on YouTube, then bused home with Ys.
Great day! (:

Town with Mama today!
Didn't buy much stuff though, its so difficult to find something that we really like.
Maybe we're too fussy :/
Lol.

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I feel like going to S.H.E's concert next year!
Fahrenheit's coming too! :D
But I can't afford la ):
I'll try to save though!
Try- (which never succeeds :X)

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School's reopening so soon.
In like, 5 days 4 nights more ):
I miss school, but I don't miss lessons and homework!
Lol, who does right? -.-

Buaiz

2006-12-22T21:08:00.000-08:00

New skin!
Nicenice? (:

I've been too lazy to update about this week's events.
But I'm feeling happy today!
So I decided to blog -.-
Ya ya, sounds stupid I know.
Who cares right?
[:

19 Dec, Monday
Visited Grandma.
Saw some we-don't-want-to-see people there.
Mama and I got damn pissed off and irritated.
Fine, shan't elaborate.

20 Dec, Tuesday
Outing with Ys! :D
Played bowling and pool!
Omg I still suck at both, seriously man.
Played Daytona too!
I kept screaming, so retarded -.-
Luckily there wasn't anyone except for a small boy, lol.

Then bused to Parkway.
Had lunch and it rained damn heavily.
Walked around Parkway.
Then walked to Marine Parade Library instead of taking the bus.
P.S It was still raining, HEAVILY!
Had so much fun in the rain! :D
Screaming, singing, laughing and getting drenched!
Reached the library and we were so wet.
It was freezing cold in the library!
Brrrr. :/

After that, bused home.
Really fun day! :D

20 Dec, Wednesday
Stayed @ home.

21 Dec, Thursday
Stayed @ home too.

22 Dec, Friday
Went to Tampines Mall and Century Square.
The old boring places, but there's quite alot to shop, suprisingly :D
Met Ys at Macs, she passed me something really sweet!
Thanks sweetie! (:

Bought dinner back.
And here I am blogging!

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Christmas is in 3 days' time!
But I most probably won't be celebrating.
I haven't celebrated Christmas for years.
Yes, YEARS! ):
Since *something* happened, no more Xmas for me already.
Well, I'll still like to wish everyone a early
Merry Christmas! :D

K, this is getting boring.
Goodnight!
<3

2006-12-21T21:17:00.000-08:00

This person is crazyyy man!
Like, seriously crazyyy!
Who will blend an Ipod?! -.-

View more "Will It Blend" videos here.
(:

2006-12-17T05:38:00.001-08:00

I forgot to post this yesterday!
I saw NAT TAN from Project Superstar on Friday! -faints
And and and! He smiled at me! -dies
He smiled at my mother too (:
:D :D :D

Damn cute ok! (:
He's like one of my favourites in Pss, and I got to meet himmm!
Am I lucky or what? :P

So I was on the train, then we reached Tanah Merah Mrt.
Then my mother was like, isn't that your favourite from Pss?
Then I turned, and I saw him!
Omg freaking C-U-T-E!
I went high and kept smiling to myself -.-
Retarded I know.
:X

From Tanah Merah> City Hall> Dhoby Ghaut, I was less than 1 metre(?) away from him.
Wanted to take a picture with him, but I'm too shy la.
:X

He is damn cute! (: Eye Candy!

I'm a happy kid!
GOODBYE, and I love Nat xP

2006-12-16T22:38:00.000-08:00

Helloooo.
Intended to go Jb today cos there's some new shopping centre there.
Reached the causeway, and the jam was soooooooo long!
So we decided not to go, lol.

So we went out later to Parkway.
Had dinner at Sakae! :D
Bought bbt and a lotttt of things.
Spent so much, but I didn't buy anything, I'm guai ok :P

School's reopening in like 2 weeks?
Time passes so fast, seriouslyyy.
Homework still not done! :X

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Quiz! Connie asked me to do it (:

10 favourites
1. colour : Pink!
2. food : Um, all kinds?
3. song : Many.
4. movie : A lot!
5. sport : Badminton, swimming (:
6. season : Summer/Autumn
7. day(s) : Friday! :D
8. ice-cream : BEN & JERRY'S!
9. books : Don't have one at the moment.
10. soft-toy : I like all soft toys (:

9 currents
1. mood : Bored and tired.
2. clothes : Pajamas :X
3. desktop : Compaq (Red, orange & yellow)
4. toenail colour : Nothing.
5. time : 10.32 PM
6. annoyance : My hand is itchy ):
7. thought : Thinking of what to type for thought.
8. boy/girlfriends : Girlfriends (:
9. books im reading : None.

8 first
1. best friend : Jolyn & Joey? (They're twins btw :D)
2. crush : Can't remember.
3. movie : Ahhh can't remember again!
4. piercing : 4/5 years old?
5. lie : Long long ago..
6. music : Can't rememberrr.
7. car : Toycar? Can't remember either :/
8. handphone : Motorola/Nokia

7 lasts
1. last cigar : Smoking is a nono.
2. last water : Water.
3. last car ride : 3 hours ago.
4. last crush : Mmmm..
5. last movie : Death Note?
6. last phone call : Brother's friend I think.
7. last CD played : CD? Don't play cds, there's Itunes (:

6 have you evers
1. dated 1 of my best friends : Nahhh.
2. arrested : Lol no.
3. broken the law : Nopeeee.
4. skinny-dipped : No!
5. been on tv : Ummm, think so?
6. kiss someone you know : Yep.

5 things you are wearing now
1. Pajamas.
2. Spects.
3. Earrings.
4. Bra.
5. Panty.

4 things you have done today
1. Eat.
2. Shop.
3. Watched Goong.
4. Drank bbt (:

3 things you can hear right now
1. Hair dryer sound.
2. Faint tv sounds from living room.
3. Sound of the typing of keyboard.

2 things you cant live without
1. God.
2. Family and friends.

1 thing you regret now
1. Mmm.. Not treasuring things/people, taking things for granted.

12 people you would want to do this quiz
12 people who are bored! (:

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Goodnight! :D

2006-12-12T21:38:00.000-08:00

Town with Ys today! :D
Subway for lunch, I miss Subway so so much.
Used to eat it like everyday? Lol.

There's this freaking cute guy at Heeren's Num! -faintsss
Eyecandyyyyy!
Ys! Go visit him some day ok ;D

Its 12/12 today, ok randommm [:

Talking to Gerald online now, he's damn funny.
He knows what I'm going to say next, look!

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
jasmine

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
lol random

HUI ` Ringringring; says:
jonathan leong!

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
hady mirza

HUI ` Ringringring; says:
paul twohill

HUI ` Ringringring; says:
haha

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
joakim gomez

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
(:

HUI ` Ringringring; says:
OMG JOAKIM!

HUI ` Ringringring; says:
FAINTSSSSSSSS

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
dont faint

HUI ` Ringringring; says:
LOL

HUI ` Ringringring; says:
HOW U KNOW!

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
ugh too late =/

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
CLEVER WAD

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
x)

HUI ` Ringringring; says:
OKK...

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geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
u seen de mtv for wo men zhe me le?

HUI ` Once upon a time; says:
yepp!

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
hebe's piano solo DDAMN nice man

HUI ` Once upon a time; says:
haha

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
*faints*

HUI ` Once upon a time; says:
yeahhhhhhhhhhh

HUI ` Once upon a time; says:
faintssss

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
*revive*

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
lol

HUI ` Once upon a time; says:
dont faint pls

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
revive liao

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
dont worry (:

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HUI ` Once upon a time; says:
im going to blog about this la

HUI ` Once upon a time; says:
so funny

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
blog about wad

HUI ` Once upon a time; says:
our conv

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
haha

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
paste de whole chunk inside uh

HUI ` Once upon a time; says:
part of it only

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
oh de faint here faint there wan

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
if ure light, u can faint

geraldc > A Scanner Darkly says:
if ure heavy pls dont faint

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Fine, it's not that funny.
Well, at least its funny to me (:
Lala.

HI GERALD! (: I know you'll be reading this, hahaha :D

NIGHTS! (:

2006-12-09T05:43:00.001-08:00

I noticed that I blog weekly nowadays.
I used to blog like every single day last time?
Getting lazy already.. :X

Last weekkkkk!
Marina Square, City Link, Suntec City, Ikea (Tampines), Tm, Vivo City were the places I visited last week.
And I had Ben&Jerry's TWICE this week, sinful!

Visited Ikea (Tampines) for the first time today.
Yes, it was indeed bigger, more convenient and newer.
But, you must agree that Ikea in Tampines obviously attracts mostly Tampines, SiMei, Bedok (Blahblah etc. neighborhood areas) residents.
I must say that they are much more uneducated, uncouth, amateurish, boorish, unrefined than the people who visit the other Ikea. (No offence to anyone.)

Many scenarios to prove that what I have said is true, but I'm too lazy to type :P
They're kind of gross too :/

Dinner was great!
Swedish meatballs+potatoes, Rendang chicken+rice, deep fried chicken wings, french fries and cheese cakes!
Absolute Loveeee! :D

Don't you just LOVEEE B&J? :D

Guess what's this? (:

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RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Monster!
Okay, I'm just bored. Lala.

Bye!

2006-12-03T05:08:00.001-08:00

Haven't updated for a week already.

Starting off with a quiz, YiinShin wants me to do it.

7 random things about myself

1. I am random.
2. I feel like swimming.
3. I feel like running.
4. I hate Blogger.
5. I am bored.
6. I don't know what already.
7. I hate to think :/

7 things that scare me

1. Creepy crawlies!
2. Heights.
3. Darkness :X
4. Horror Movies.
5. Pretence.
6. When I-d-k what to do.
7. Fear of almost everything.

7 random songs at the moment

1. Perhaps Love Goong
2. Mei Ren Yu Xu Ruo Xuan
3. I still believe Xu Ruo Xuan & Cao Ge
4. Liang Shan Bo Yu Ju Li Ye Zhuo Wen Xuan & Cao Ge
5. Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue Fei Lun Hai & Hebe
6. No Promises
7. Chu Dian! S.H.E

7 people to do this.

1. If
2. you
3. are
4. bored
5. like
6. me
7. Do lor (:

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Monday 27 November
Visited Grandma I think?
Yep [:

Tuesday 28 November
Went to School to buy books.
After that met Ys and Fiona and we went Marina Square's Kbox! :D
It was fun, but I was really tired after that.

Wednesday 29 November
Can't remember? Stayed at home I think (:

Thursday 30 November
Can't remember either :/

Friday 1 December
Went Bugis with ma.

Saturday 2 December
Viewed houses, again..
Pa is planning to buy,
But I prefer to stay here (:
Wellllll..
Went Parkway after that.
Bought my brother's prom stuff.
Bought my KEYBOARDDDDDDDD! :D :D :D
Pa bought it for me, I'm like super happy!
Ever since I sold my piano, I have been dying to play the piano again!
Haha you'll never know how to treasure someone/something until you've lost it.
Saw Campus Superstar Teresa too.

Sunday 3 December
Today.
Did practically nothing, just wasted my time the whole day, tskkk.

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Goodbye

2006-11-26T13:06:00.000-08:00

5 random things about Karin
Amelia asked to do it, fine I shall (:

One/ I'm feeling tired now.
Two/ I want to sleep more.
Three/ I'm having flu now.
Four/ I feel feverish.
Five/ I need chocolate.

Three people who have to do this:

Anyone
Who is
Bored

Done [:

Tuesday- Vivo City with Ys (:
Really huuuuuuge!
Had Carl's Jr :D & explored Vivo.
Wednesday- Can't remember.
Thursday- Can't remember.
Friday- Town with Ma (:
Saturday- Jb with Family (:

My memory's bad, I took so long to recall what happened last week.
I'm feeling sick and tired :/

Viewing houses later.
Bye.

Laughter is the closest distance between two people.

2006-11-20T21:27:00.000-08:00

___ asked me update, so I decided to (:

Had dinner at my father's friend's place last night.
Steak+Fries for main course.
Salmon(something something) soup for appetizer.
Home-grown papaya+apples for desert.
[:

Visited my Grandmother with Mama today.
I love long but not so long bus rides :D
Provided the bus isn't crowded.
And and, shiok air-con is a must have (:

Going Vivo with Ys tomorrow! :D
Most probably I won't be working anymore ):
I need cashhhhh, for Shopping and my keyboard ):

Shit, I haven't started on my Holiday homework yet.
I haven't even touched one :/

<3!

Bye!

2006-11-19T13:19:00.000-08:00

I just sneezed 2 times straight.
When you sneeze, it means that someone misses you? :D
Okay I doubt its true, random random.

Viewed some showflats yesterday.
Omg I seriously want to be an interior designer! (:
Imagine you can design your own dream houseeeee!
How wonderful that would be :DDD
Okay I shall stop dreaming cos it'll never happen in reality, haha.

Had mini steamboat at Parkway :D
Tomyumsoup is LOVE!
They have one of the best Tomyumsoup, super addicitive.
The people next to us were like staring at us, cos we kept adding chilli to the Tomyumsoup -.-

Bought Truffle Cake from Chocz.
Wonderfullllllllllllllllllllllll (:

(:

I love this pattern :D

"Designed" by, my brother -.-

Happy Belated Birthday!

I love you (:

Going over to my father's friend's place for dinner tonight, sianz.

Working next week? Maybe (:

Where'd you go?
I missed you so ):

2006-11-17T21:27:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Mama & Pei Yin! :D
My whole week is packed, but I'm happy that I have things to keep me occupied (:
At least it keeps my mind off stupid things [:

13 Nov, Monday
Visited Grandma with Mama.
Half day gone.
Did nothing for the rest of the day.

14 Nov, Tuesday
Planned to stay at home.
Went Town with Mama instead (:
Shopped for her bag, couldn't find anything suitable though.

15 Nov, Wednesday
Class chalet (:
Honestly, it wasn't that good.
Well, I'll still miss 2A, alot ):
Went home with Ys and PeiYin.
Didn't stay over with the rest.

16 Nov, Thursday
Finally a rest day.
Stayed at home, watched Monsters Inc.
Haha.

17 Nov, Friday (Today)
Went for __.ad Each-a-cup till today.
Wols :/

Celebrating my mother's
After that, went Town again -.-
But I don't mind (:
Drank my Each-a-cup Honey Milk Tea finally! :D
I didn't know Somerset hbirthday tomorrow.
Having Steamboat :D + Cake!
Yayyyyy!
Going my father's friend's place on Sunday :/
At least its better than staying at home, I think :X

I miss school! ):
I don't want to be Sec 3.
Why does time pass so quickly? ):

2006-11-12T21:08:00.000-08:00

10 November 2006, Friday
Outing with Miss Amelia Yeo (:
Caught Death Note finally!
Great show, but they changed a lot of things in the movie compared to the comic.
L is so cute! He keeps eating and he won't grow fat, haha.
But he still died ):Can't wait for the Death Note 2!
Plan to watch it with Amelia :D
Then headed down to Bugis.
Had Yoshinoya when Tm had one too -.-
Walked around for a while, then we were both tired already. Lol.
So we found a place to sit, and we started taking photos! :D
LOTS of photos, fun :P

Walked around again, and we got tired again.
So we trained back home.
Had a really greatttttttt time! (:
I miss primary school, haha.

Picturessssssss ;D

11 November 2006, Saturday
11/11 :D
Stayed at home the whole morning + afternoon.
Went Tm for dinner at Ajisen Ramen.

Teriyaki Chicken Ramen(dry)

Cha Shu Ramen

Chicken katsu(?)

Chicken Cutlet

My first time trying Ajisen Ramen.
I found it rather saltish, and the chicken katsu(?) was half cooked, I nearly puked :/
The serving is too much for me too :/
I still prefer the Teriyaki Chicken Ramen at Sakae Sushi :D

12 November 2006, Sunday
Its the 12th.
Exactly one month ago, something happened.
I don't know why I still can remember so vividly.
I doubt I can ever forget about it.

It's been 1 month, why am I still..

Goodbye!

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TO ALL 2 ASPIRATIONISTS:
CLASS CHALET HAS BEEN POSTPONED TO 15TH-16TH NOVEMBER.
PLEASE INFORM THE REST OF 2A. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! :D
SEE YOU THERE! (:

2006-11-08T21:10:00.000-08:00

Holidays are an absolute waste of time, seriously!
Well, for me at least.
I need to get a job to pass time, earn money for shopping at the same time (:
Any intros? :D

Went Bugis yesterday with Ys.
Ys did manicure at Bugis Street, I didnt.
Went Seiyu and saw a super cuteeee xiao ding dang!

Cute right? :D

Went back to Tm.
Walked around, tried on clothes :D
Then went home.

Wasted my precious time away today..
By doing NOTHING.
Grr.. Im so angry with myself.
I should start spending my time wisely! (:

From the day I knew you, my life changed.
From the day I saw your true colours, my life changed.
You are not worth my time, my tears, my love.
I thought I could forget you, once and for all.
But I cant.
I miss you, I really really do.

2006-11-04T22:21:00.000-08:00

2 November, Thursday
I did some soft perm to my hair at Storm.
Which is almost like rebonding.
Well, I think the person cheated me by saying its not.
It turned out to be flat, not as flat as rebonding, but still flat to me.
But it feels/looks soft, the way I want it to be (:
My fringe is screwed ):
Grr..!

3 November, Friday
My mother and I went to town!
We had our malay rice+icecream :D

I was craving for the malay rice so badlyyyy!
We had to go all the way to Far East to eat it, but its all worth it!
But, it turned out that my mother ordered the wrong curry chicken.
It wasn't her fault thoughhhhh.. But I was kind of disappointed.
Haha, hot&spicy food lovers should try it.
Tutti Fruiti(sp?) at Far East Plaza, 4th storey

Shopped, shopped and shopped.
FOOD FOOD AND FOOD.
We just couldn't stop eating! Haha, pigssss :X

We had this Strawberry and Blueberry(?) ice
cream.
Its some Japanese ice-cream from Hokaido(sp?), not really nice though.

From Auntie Anne's. Chocolate Mint.

Bought mama a pair of flats that she liked for her birthday (:
HOME SWEET HOME.

4 November, Today
Results for Sec2 Streaming is out!
Im in 3v, same class as Ys, Amanda, Connie, PeiYin, Andra, Jianmin, TeckJun, Eena! :DDDD
Lala, I'll be in the same class as Connie AGAIN!
Yay x3! We'll be classmates for 7 yearsssss! Until Sec4 (:

Went Tm for dinner.
Shopped around and home.

I miss 2A.
I miss school.
I miss my friends.
I miss you

Goodnight everyone!

2006-10-31T21:01:00.000-08:00

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YESTERDAY went Bugis with Ys and Fiona.
Got my shorts and earrings! (:
Happiness :D

After such a long x3 time, we finally took neoprints!
Happiness :D :D

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TODAY Ys came over to my house.
Played badminton! (:

Omg its been so long since I exercised!
Played halfway and it rained.
So we played in the multi-purpose hall(?).

We barely played for an hour then we were tired already.
Only like 30 minutes? Lol.
How useless huh, haha.

Then went back to my house and watched Princess Diaries, again -.-
I've watched it for 285724418252 times already!
But still, its a really niceeee show! :D
Then Ys used computer, and then left.

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Anyway its Halloween today! And Andra's birthday!
Happy Birthday Andra! :D

BYEBYE

2006-10-27T21:44:00.000-07:00

2 Aspiration; The class of bright, enthusiastic, fun, lovable, happy, united, wonderful Aspirationists.

Anthea; Not so close to you, but you're a really hardworking and smart person! Thanks for being so kind and friendly Anthea! I love your dimples, haha! I'll miss you.

Fiona; FIONAAAAA! Thanks for EVERYTHING. I'll never forget those times when we went bowling, pool, town, kbox, ddr, FindIt!. Thanks for being so kind, so friendly, so fun to be with, and so nice Fiona! I'll miss you.

Connie; We've been classmates for 5 years straight already! Really kind, friendly, fun, smart, hardworking and nice! (: Although we most probably can't be classmates for the 6th year, I really treasure those wonderful times spent with you! I'll miss you.

JianMin; Not really close to you. Really smart and hardworking! Thanks for telling me homework online and not finding me a bother. Thanks for being so kind and nice! I'll miss you.

YanRu; Not really close to you also. Smart, hardworking, quiet. Thanks for being so friendly and nice YanRu! I'll miss you.

ShiQi; Was really close to you for a period of time, but things changed and we aren't that close anymore. I really appreciate all those times when you listened to my troubles, gave me advices, showed care and concern when I was sick. Thanks alot ShiQi! I'll miss you.

PeiYin; Really a kind, friendly, fun and caring girl! You never fail to show care and concern for you friends. Always smiling/laughing, a cheerful and bubbly girl. Thanks for everything Pei Yin! I'll miss you.

Eena; Sweet, pretty, friendly, caring girl! We used to sit with each other in science class in sec1! Talked and laughed a lot with you. Thanks for everything Eena! I'll miss you.

Venice; Girlfriend (: Thanks for everthing Venice! I'll miss you.

Sabila; Friendly and nice! Used to sit with you during History in sec1 for a short period of time. Thanks for everything Sabila! I'll miss you.

Sarah; Great leader! Funny, nice and friendly! Without you, 2A wouldn't have so much fun and laughter. I'll miss your laughter for sure! Thanks for everything Sarah! I'll miss you.

Amanda; Girlfriend (: Thanks for everything Amanda! I'll miss you.

Syahirah; Quiet but smart and hardworking. Really friendly and nice! Thanks for everthing Syahirah! I'll miss you.

Andra; Funny, fun to be with, friendly and nice girl! Used to be so close in Sec1, all those noodlegang nonsense, but it was fun and I would never forget them! Thanks for everything Andra! I'll miss you.

YiinShin; Girlfriend (: Thanks for everything YiinShin! I'll miss you.

GuiFang; Friendly and kind! Always sitting with you in chinese class and in maths class. Thanks for teaching me maths! Thanks for everything GuiFang! I'll miss you.

Veronica; Caring, friendly, nice and kind! Thanks for your concern when I was sick. Thanks for everything Veronica! I'll miss you.

ShanYing; Friendly, nice and fun to be with! My 69 partner! Remember the times we played pool! Thanks for everything ShanYing! I'll miss you.

ShiJun; LAME LAME LAME. Haha, super lame ShiJun. Funny, friendly and nice! Thanks for everything ShiJun! I'll miss you.

YongQuan, WeeTong, Edward, TeckJun; Thanks for everything guys! I will miss those times when we go kbox, go out, watch movies, eat together and all! You guys are so nice, so wonderful! I'll remember quan jia fu too (: I'll miss all of you.

Justin, Dennis, Andrew, MingFong; Thanks for everything guys! Loved those times we went out together. Our Literature drama was really fun, working with you guys was even more fun! Shooting ice at each other at Macs! I'll miss all of you.

Winston, Carl, WeiZheng, Russell, Zulhairi, Fangren; Not close to you guys. Thanks for everything though! I'll miss your "entertaining" presentations! I'll miss all of you.

Ali, Ilyas, Jovinder, Asyraf; Funny and playful bunch of guys! Thanks for everything! Thanks for making me and 2A laugh like crazy, and entertaining us with your cute actions! I'll miss all of you.

Tongyou, Jianbo; Not close to you guys. But thanks for everything! I'll miss both of you.

2 Aspiration 2006; You will never be forgotten. I'll miss 2A.

2006-10-26T21:24:00.000-07:00

Hi.
Im damn lazy to type now.
Shall post a post dedicated to 2Aspiration tomorrow, Im too tired now Sorry!

Few pictures and Im going to sleep, Im sick ):
Just ate medicine and Im so sleepy zzz.

Snacks are so wonderful? Dont you agree? ;D But they make you sick too ):
YiinShin, YuQian & I won the ge qu gai ci bi sai! First prize! :D :D :D Happy happy! Thanks Ys, Yq, Wydre, Su iing & Zhi Yi! (:
Im going to be a pig during the hols, sleep & sleep & sleep xP

Damn, my eyes feel so tired, my flu is damn irritating, my throat hurts like crazy!
Im going to sleep damn early tonight.

Goodbye!

2006-10-24T20:39:00.000-07:00

This was supposed to be yesterday's post, but didnt manage to post it up.

Hello!

Met Ys in the morning at inter, we were both late, VERY late, haha but its doesnt matter.
Then we went Safra!

Fiona came and we played bowling! :DDD
Its like my 2nd time playing?
Haha we were being suakus la -.-We just stood there like idiots cos on our left were PROS, and on our right were erm.. some temasekians.

But it was really fun! (:
Although the ball keeps going into the lang kao :X

Then we played pool! (:
I miss pool so muchhhhhhh, now that Valley8 has closed down ):
Haha I still suck at it ALOT, but ohwell, it all for FUN, PEACE, LAUGHTER AND JOY! :D

Then we went Cineleisure! (:
Fiona almost got kiaped in the mrt! Haha.
We played DDR and some FindIt! thing.
Damn fun okay! :D :D :D

Then we went KBOX! (:
Sang like crazy.
Then went home like 6+ cos I wanted to watched PRINCESS HOURS!
Im in love with that show xP

Pictures time!

This is so Sec1 -.-

Pool! :D

Kbox!

Lala (:

Fiona and I.

Messy!

Star (:

Stayed at home the whole of today.
Supposed to go view more houses but didnt in the end.

My Secondary 2 life is ending so soon.
I will miss 2A ALOT ):
Even after all those disagreements, conflicts and blah, 2A is still my wonderful class! (:

Tmr got the stupid singing thing, ah Im so scared! ):
I need honey lemon!!! :D :D :D

Ok, thats it for now, I'll blog again, SOON I hope [:
BYEBYE

2006-10-08T17:44:00.000-07:00

I know I said I wont blog till the end of the exams, but here I am :X

Anyway, just a short update, swtiching off the computer VERY SOON, I promise (:
I seriously dont know how to study Literature!
Although Lit is like my favourite subject, I havent really studied for it before :X
So flipped through The Outsiders just now, and then I had tears in my eyes -.-
Its so sad when you spend your life doing all the wrong things.
And when you finally want to do something good, its too late ):

Its like when you have it all, you'll take it all for granted.
But when its all gone, thats when you learn how to appreciate.
Shi qu guo cai dong de zhen xi

The truth of losing someone or something just hit me all of a sudden. I keep telling myself to learn to accept and appreciate, but I just cant do such a simple thing. I guess Im too naive and Im still living in my fantasy world, where everything seems to be oh-so-perfect. Perfections doesnt last, the truth does. Its time to accept the reality in life, get real for now.

I have no idea why the feeling is still there, I need time, I desperately want to forget;

Hebe is so pretty! (: Cant wait to watch the full mv!
Wo yi jing bian le, dan ye tai chi le.

Okay, study hard everyone.
Exams will end VERY SOON :D

With Love.

2006-10-06T21:33:00.000-07:00

I know its still the Examination period, but its Friday, and I need a break from studying right? (:

Three papers down! Only 5 more to go.
I can do it! :D

English Paper was fine, wasnt as difficult as I expected :D
Science Paper was alright, but I somehow screwed it up :X Should be able to pass though, I hope!
Maths Paper, I SCREWED EVERYTHING UP! ):

I have been studying with Ys at the Library for the past week.
Oh, I think Ive worked quite hard for the examinations, but I can defintely do better, ohwell.
I was so stressed/frustrated(?) yesterday because of Maths -.-
I know its dumb but it was just so frustrating, grr!

Okok enough of exams, its getting me crazy.
I cant wait for the exams to end, I really cant waitttttt!
It'll be over soon.. It'll be over very soon..

Its Zhong Qiu Jie today I think, hehe.
And the haze is really intolerable, grr!
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(Inserts name) is getting on my nerves.
Amanda should know who Im refering to.
Wtf, she copies my friends' & my url, not only that, she copies what my friends have.
Ugh I know Im in no place to say that (inserts name) copied me, cos Im no great person or whatsoever.
I pity you >:)

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Gold represents all perfections which doesnt last;

I'll update after the exams again!
With Love,
Nights !

2006-09-28T21:16:00.000-07:00

My eyelid has been twitching for the past 3 days. And its finally gone today, random.
I thought something good/bad will happen, but no. Haha its just a superstition maybe (:

Went Parkway on Tuesday with Ys & Venice. Pastamania is LOVE. Imagine cheese on cheese. So great but so sinful :/ Back to school and studied :D
Stayed in school with Ys to study yesterday, couldnt concentrate so we gave up & went to Macs to eat instead [:
Had higher chinese and tlc dragged the lesson till 4pm :/ Went to Cs to eat FRUITS with Ys & Zhiyi. We're healthy people okay xP

This is going to be ONE of my last posts till the end of EOYS. I really want to study hard and get good grades alright. Nothing is going to affect my Study mood, not even you, I hope.
Am I deluding myself? :/

Thanks for being ~~oh-so-cool.~~
Thanks for making my day ~~so wonderful.~~
Get out of my life, beng.

2006-09-25T21:05:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating!
Im lazy to type so Im just going to let the pictures do the talking.
Im watching Singapore Idol now, I really hope JonLeong wins! :D

Zhiyi and I got the same marks for chinese test, and we sit next to each other! :P Didnt copy k!

This 50cent coin is damn cool, its like electroplated(?) with bronze? Lol.

This was like damn long ago? Literature drama group + Dennis(not in picture) Cute people! (:

M&Ms cripsy = Love :D

Thats me & Ys. We were actually STUDYING ok :P

Jack's place on Saturday at Parkway (:

I look fat, my brother looks slim -.-

Menuuuuuuuuuu :DDDDDDD

I love the garlic bread! Prefer Pizza Hut's though [:

Some Lobster soup? Super high in cholestrol, ok I sound like some health retard -.-

Fried Food, Yummy! :P

Mushroom filling, reminds me of Mushroom Swiss from Bk (:

Half Fish & Chips, half spring chicken! Damn yummy :D

My brother's steak looks damn gooddddddddddddd !

Sony Cyber Shot T10! FAINTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Pick my favourite Cyber-shot?

Or

GRINS :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Have a good day.
Mug hard for Eoys everyone! (:

BYEBYE

2006-09-15T16:08:00.000-07:00

I thought I finally can be happy.
I thought everything was going to be fine.
I thought I could forget you.
I thought you trusted me.
Im absolutely wrong.

My life is screwed up.

I thought all along you trusted me, until I heard that you actually checked on me. You must have thought that I was lying to you all along. I did NOT. You compare me with others? I hate being compared with others. Im NOT perfect, no one is. Im just not as good as others, what can I do? My results are bad. For your information, I have already improved a lot. I know its not up to your expectations, but this is all I can do. Im sorry Im not smart enough, I sorry I cant get good grades, Im sorry Im not what you want me to be. Im just being who I am but its not my fault that I cant be better. I have already planned to study hard for Eoys. But what you said yesterday totally brought me down. I got so affected by it, I cried so much over it. But do you even know? Do you know that Im trying my very best to make you, and myself satisfied. Oh, I forgot that you'll never be satisfied with what I do. My attitude sucks, yes I agree. Im changing, for the sake of you, me everybody. But whats the use? You dont even appreciate what I do. I just want to say, I sorry I cant be the perfect daughter you used to have. Ive grown up, I know what I am, I know my limits. I know that Im not perfect and I have never been. Nevertheless, Im still going to study hard for the exams, not for YOU, but for MYSELF.

I do all these for you but you dont seem to appreciate it AT ALL. Maybe youre just taking me for granted, maybe you dont know the truth. Im not doing anything now, Im just waiting for the day when I can completely forget you.

Im sorry for all those rantings.
Please ignore them, I just need a break now.

I ~~love~~hate my life.

2006-09-07T13:58:00.000-07:00

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Still Fantasy (依然范特西)

I couldnt wait for the album to come out, so I downloaded the songs from BaiDu.
So now I have all 10 songs in my iTunes (:

As stated, Still Fantasy.
I dont think its as good as his previous album, Fantasy.

Although Im deeply in love with 夜的第七章 Twilight Chapter Seven.
Just view the Mv below and youll know why, its damn cool I swear xD
The second song 听妈妈的话 Listen to Mom's words.
Well, seems too flat for my liking, no climax you see.
But kind of cute (:
Defintely cant be compared to 爸, 我回来了 ,Dad, Im home, though.
Third song, 千里之外 Thousands of miles apart.
A real surprise, duet with Fei Yu Qing -.-
You can clearly hear the contrast between Jie Lun's & Fei Yu Qing's voice.
A little too cheena, but not too bad [:
Fourth song, 本草纲目 Materia Medica.
Rap rap rap, the Mv's below.
Jay dancing okay, the xiao jiang shi is pretty cute (:
Not really to my liking but I guess I would like it more & more as I hear it.
Fifth song, 退后 Stand Back.
Wow, When I first heard it until before the chorus, I was like,
Omg its going to be another great ballads like 借口 or 枫.
Until I heard the chorus, kind of flat.
Lacks the climax, but still, I love it & its currently my favourite in this album (:
The lyrics are great too :D
Sixth song, 红模仿 Hot Imitate.
More rap, not really interested.
But there's this part, *her her ha he* part which I think its cute :D
At around 0.54 minute. Haha.
Seventh song, 心雨 Heart Rain.
I like the title, Alot [:
Another slow song, kind of alright I guess.
Not as good as the slow songs in his previous albums.
Still, its one of my favourites (:
Eighth song, 白色风车 White Windwill.
Another slow song again.
Not too bad, again not as good as the slow songs in his previous albums.
The lyrics is great (:
One of my favourites too, I guess I love slow songs xP
Nineth song, 迷迭香 Rosemary.
Jazz, Haha (:
I think its something different, and quite good actually [:
I think I like it more & more as I listen to it!
Lastly, 菊花台 chrysanthemum platform.
Omg this is damn cheena.
I guess this is the only song I cant stand in this album?
Grr.. I must learn to appreciate cheena music I guess :/

Overall, Im quite satisfied with this album :D
夜的第七章 Twilight Chapter Seven, 退后 Stand Back, 心雨 Heart Rain, I love (:

I have to do my work now, and listen to my Still Fantasy 依然范特西!
I still love Zhou Jie Lun <3

2006-09-06T21:33:00.000-07:00

OMG this MV is damn damn cool!
Ahh I love Jay & Yu Hao! :D :D :D

Jay dancing for the FIRST time okays.
Haha damn cute lah the jiang shi xP

Alright I dont have time to blog already.
I'll blog tmr (:

BYE!

2006-09-03T19:59:00.000-07:00

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2 September 2006
Went JB yesterday.. again -.-
Lala, had my favourite bak kut teh at some ulu place (:
But damn nice okay!
Then Tiramisu & Caramel at Coffee Bean!
Lovelove <3>

3 September 2006
Sundays are rest days, & I got my rest [:
After a long week, sigh
I cant seem to sign in to msn!

Watched 'Just My Luck' dvd today.
Kind of slow, but McFly is so HOT :D

Nothing accomplished today,
I have to start on my Holiday Homework SOON :/
Grr, I better off the computer now &amp;amp; bathe & start on my hw ]:

I do NOT like holidays.
Especially September holidays!
Cos after this holiday, a few more weeks, then EXAMS!
I have no idea that Exams are so close till now -.-

I miss you ):
平凡的人也会遇上平凡的爱<3>

Ok, Im going to start on my work now :D
Hopefully I can finish something (:

BYE

2006-09-01T19:11:00.000-07:00

Hello :D

Many many pictures below as you can see xP
I kind of love/miss blogging? Hehe.

Okay, Im kind of lazy to update cos my post for today is super long -.-
So I'll blog more tomorrow [:

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我们怎么了

Bye (:

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Dont you just love Tweety Bird? -looks at Amanda!
Dont you just love Ben & Jerry's? (:
Dont you just love my brother? xP
Dont you just love Temasek Secondary? -.-
More random pictures :D

Hello (:
Met my Geog group at Bedok inter macs today.
Met Chong Hu & Edwin xD
Ate & discussed about our project.
Actually we didnt do much :X hehe.

After that, went to play pool with Ys! (:
Fun Fun Fun! but tiring -.-
After that, bussed home.
Then went Bedok Food Centre eat!
HokkienMee+ChengTeng :D :D :D
Durians too -.-

Im so not looking forward to September holidays.
Do you call a holiday a holiday when there's so many projects & work to do? ):
But its okay, at least it keeps me occupied so I wont be left alone to think of things which Im not supposed to think of :/

Ive been falling sick these days ):
Many people are sick too, take care :D

Im so tired today.. zzz
Shall stop here.
BYEBYEEE

2006-08-26T20:45:00.000-07:00

Random :D

2006-08-25T21:40:00.000-07:00

Some pictures :D

Class photos :D 2A 2006 <3>
Class guys :D
Amanda & I (:

More pictures tmr :D

2006-08-25T19:53:00.000-07:00

I somehow miss blogging xP
So Im back to blog, cant bear to abandon this blog, haha.

Things are going pretty fine these days (:
The most important thing is that Im happy & my family and friends are too :D
If there's one wish that could come true,
I would choose HAPPINESS :D

I love to study in school [:
I love to stay in school :D
I love Fridays (:

Would be rather love someone & you are the one that feels tong ku,
Or be loved by someone & the other person feels tong ku?
:D I would rather love someone & not hurt the other person..
Sounds complicatinggg :/ Lalalas

Chinese compo competition, "Mama, wo xiang dui ni shuo.."
Mama, wo xiang dui ni shuo WO AI NI!
Zhi dui ni shuo, Sarangheyo :D Haha.
Haha, crapped the whole thing for 2 pages (:
I somehow love chinese compo writings <3

Its as if my heart's telling me that youre the missing piece >

2006-08-20T21:11:00.000-07:00

Tell me what to do;
When it all falls apart >

Im really lazy to update these days. Lalala.
Im starting to treasure the times spent with my family (:

Yesterday was a happy day :D
Papa bought dark chocolates, which was FANTASTIC xP
He was in a good mood, so was I(:

I think there's something wrong with my backbone :/
Ah damn ittttttttt ): I dont know whether this is why Im not growing any taller!
Cos my brother's friend had some back problem,
But after puting some metallic thing for a long long long time,
He/She grew taller by FIVE CM!!!
I need that 5 cm desperately ok, I want to reach my ideal height of 165 :D
Which is quite impossible -.-

Anyway Happy Belated Birthday Billie! <3

Today was alright too [:
Everything gave me a reason to smile :D
I need to start doing my work and STUDY now.
:D :D :D

BYE

2006-08-13T12:47:00.000-07:00

Chen Mo Wan Ju - Cao Ge

/Wei she me ai shang ni de ren shi wo.
Wei she yi xiang qing yuan de ren hui nan guo.
Wei she me dui ni she bu de ren shi wo.
Ai shang ni xu yao na zhen qing yi.
> 5 tests next week.
DnT, English, Physics, Geography, Maths.
How wonderfulllllll,
Time to forget everything, and get serious for now.
Mug mug mug!

Study hard everyone! 8] -nerd smile -.-
Take care Girlfriends, Ma, Pa, Alff & uhhh, idiot :X

2006-08-12T13:28:00.000-07:00

Hi blog.

To Girlfriends:
Yes, I feel that we're drifting apart ):. Other friends may be the problem? I think so, but there's nothing wrong with making friends with others. Nothing wrong with telling them your problems, hanging out with them or whatsoever. I just want to tell you three that noone can ever take the place of you all, we'll be girlfriends forever :D You three are still my first priority (: I love you all <3 Take care and be happy always. Remember, we'll always be there for each other (:

I hate to see my friends sad. I really do.
Please cheer up alright? You'll soon get over it, I know its not as easy as kicking away the words written on the sand on the beach.
I really know, Ive tried, and still trying to. I shouldnt delude myself anymore.
Im trying to do the best I can, give me some time to forget.
Im trying to do whats best for me & you.

(:
超人
Enjoy [:

Take Care all :D
Be happy :D

2006-08-05T14:19:00.000-07:00

Im taking a break from my homework to blog.
Its been such a long time since I last blogged.
I had the thought of closing down this blog since I couldnt express my feelings here,
And that no one would care about whats going on in my life.

Why cant I express my feelings, my thoughts, my anger, my frustrations, my happiness, my life here?
Am too afraid to let others know whats happening in my life?
I dont want others to worry about me,
Im more of intorvert you see.

Some have asked me why do I appear so sad in my blog posts.
I dont know why either,
Problems have been coming up one after another.
I understand though, everyone has problems.

I look into my Temasek Handbook, where I willl grade the day.
Why must there be more ): than (: ?
Why cant I just live life to its fullest?
Why cant I happy everyday?
Why cant I go back to the past where I was happy and carefree?
I know I can never be happy if I dont look on the positive side.
But why does it seem so difficult.
Perhaps all I need is time to cool down.

I go to school everyday, meeting my friends.
No matter how sad, unhappy, frustrated, irritated, troubled I am,
I tell myself to be happy and not let my mood spoil others' day.
I know my friends have their own troubles too, I dont want to add on to theirs.
I come home after school everyday, and meet my family.
No matter how much discomfort there is in my heart,
I come home early to not let my parents worry about me and my studies.
I force myself to laugh and smile.
I lose my temper sometimes at my parents,
Hiding my tears, feeling guilty, but it takes so much courage to say "sorry".
A simple "sorry", but filled with regrets, is it really so difficult?

I was writing my zuo wen.
The title was "shi si sui de ku yu le".
Translated in English - Fourteen years of pain and happiness.
I remember telling Ys how much ku(pain) I have to write,
But no le(happiness).
Until I saw *, he had a broken family,
And he was saying "Ku wo zhi dao zen me xie, le xie shen me?"
It was then that I saw I was so lucky.
I had so much le(happiness) in my life,
Just that I dont notice that.

Im sorry for this so emo post.
I just have to throw all my troubles behind and move on.
Happiness is just ahead of me, I just have to catch up.
Its never too late to achieve your own happiness.

Listen to David Tao's album (Tai Mei Li)
F.I.R's Fei Xing Bu Luo
Loves. Highly recommended [:

He has made everything beautiful in its time.
He has also set eternity in the hearts of men;
Yet they cannot fathom what
God has done everything from beginning to end.

2006-07-29T21:28:00.000-07:00

Happy moments :D

280706 Friday
Happiest day of the week ! (:
Went Parkway with Amanda & Ys after school.
Had bbt! :D
Took many many pictures, so fun xP
Shop Shop Shop >>>
I just felt so happy & kept smiling to myself la, idiotttttttttttt sia -.-
Found out something from * about - & .
Walao can - & . stop being so kaypo! >:(
Its none of their business anyway, Grrrr.
Spoiled my mood for awhile, but still happy after that (:
I wont let dumb things spoil my day [:

290706 Saturday
Happy Saturday :D
Badminton & Swimming with Ys.
Fun Fun Fun! (:

Happy moments pass so quickly.
Tomorrow's another boring Sunday.

Im so confused :/
Maybe its better to Stay Gold.
Overdose of The Outsiders I know,
But oh-so-true..
)': WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!
BYEBYE

2006-07-27T21:02:00.000-07:00

Cherish <3

Im lazy to blog these days.
Maybe I should just quit blogging since Im so lazy xP

Schoolllllll.
Art -.-
Geog zz
English :/
Maths (:
Chinese :x

Im starting to like maths now.
Im so weird okay -.-
Lalala, maybe because I passed both my tests xP

Took 10 home with Ys, Gaoning & Yeesee.
Theyre SO funny okay!
I was laughing all the way with Ys xD
But wasnt really in the mood, sighhhhh whats wrong with me ):

Look at one's good points rather than one's bad points & weaknesses.
Cherish what you have now,
Cherish all your family and friends,
Cherish everything you have in your life,
Cherish the happiness & laughter,
Cherish <3
wo hui xuan ze fang qi ni,
shi yin wei wo tai ai ni <3

2006-07-21T21:00:00.000-07:00

Ive been staring the the screen for the past 15 minutes.
My mind is in a total blank.
I have so much to say, yet I dont know how to express it out.

Family-
Which parent doesnt love their child? None.

My family has been with me for the past 14+ years.
I have such wonderful parents, and Ill never be alone with my elder brother around.
I thought I was the happiest child on earth, I was.
I had everything I wanted.
Toys, Love, Care, Companionship, Everything.
I was happy, I never cried in my sleep, Never.
I took my happiness for granted,
I thought my happiness would be with me till the day I die.
I was wrong.
Fights, Illnesses, Argues, Fears, Loss.
Everything seemed wrong when I grew up,
I have no idea whether it was because I was too naive when I was young,
That I didnt understand the meaning of Family.
I somehow lost my Family during that period of time.
Everything was just wrong.
I was helpless, hopeless.
I cried everyday in my sleep,
Hoping that everything would be fine,
Hoping that my family will be safe and healthy,
Hoping that I could go back to those happy moments with my Family.
Although today, my Family is still with me.
I would never know if they would leave me tomorrow.
I would never know if I would leave them tomorrow.
Imagine if your loved one were to be gone, wont that make you feel apathetic?
Treasure your family, you will never know what will happen.
Love them to the fullest, your family will be there for you no matter what.
Parents do care about their child, Siblings do care about their siblings.
Its just how you want to put it, positively or negatively.

I love my Family (:
Do you?
If you say no, think about it again <3

2006-07-18T21:31:00.000-07:00

Racial Harmony Day.
People who wore their ethnic costumes were gorgeous :D
I didnt though, sighhhh ):

Sometimes I really feel that Im really lucky.
But I still think that lifes not perfect for me.
I feel that everything's unfair.
Why is this so.

Im talking to Amelia now :D
I feel so happy!
She's so imaginative man.
Infactuation [:
I miss her so much ):

BYEBYE

2006-07-16T21:11:00.000-07:00

12345 hits :D
Amazingggggg! [:

School again tmr ):
BYEBYE

2006-07-14T21:14:00.000-07:00

Hello! [:

Im back, so long since I last blogged. Really super duper long okay -.-
I broke record please !
lalalala.

Ok, school was -.- I cant stand DNT!
Watched Superman returns with Amanda, Ys, Shiqi, Andra & Veronica today [:
I like the small boy in the movie! So cute :D :D :D

I LIKE JOAKIM xP
And Jonathan Leong!

Okayyyyyy,
BYEBYE

2006-07-06T20:47:00.000-07:00

Omg havent blogged for so many days -.-

I forgot what happened during the past few days anyway :/
School sucks, I hate school lah ):
Anyway DAN ZHONG WON EAST SPRING SEC!!! :DDDDD
Im so happy xDDD

Just some random video my brother showed me :

Quite cool right? ;D

Ah shit Im having dumb cramps ! ): ):
Tomorrow's friday!
I love Fridays! <3

BYEBYE

2006-07-03T21:11:00.000-07:00

Chocolate Day was disappointing.
Lalalala, went to Orchard to sell the kit-kats.
I finally saw the true Singaporeans, damn saddening ):
They simply dao-ed us, or give us 'that look'.
But some were really generous :D

Super tired okayz.
Didnt even sell finish, but we tried our best (:
After that, ate at Bedok Macs with Yiinshin, Steph, Michelle, Yq, Wt & Edward.
Ys successfully brought a 'fly-fly' balloon, whatever you call it -.-
From Somerset to Bedok :D
I hate fast food, but the hawker centre had no place to sit at all ):

Ys, Steph & I wrote our wishes on the balloon & released it!
Hope our wishes come true :DDDDDD
Bused home after that zzz.

I was in a REALLY BAD mood today ): ): ): fuck
AH I really dont want to talk about it.

Taken at Orchard! (:
Its free lorz :D
Still have one with Ys & another one with Amanda again.
But didnt scan and everything so yep.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.
Life seems so meaningless sometimes :/

BYEBYE

2006-06-30T20:55:00.000-07:00

Hi [:
These are the neos that I couldnt upload yesterday:

School was boring.
Stayed in school to finish up lit project.
>>>
Home!

I bought the Temasek Lion! :D
I like the jacket/blazer alot (:

I want wugui ): ): ):
So cute !

Dan Zhong Jia You! [:

2006-06-29T20:49:00.000-07:00

Pictures from yesterday and some other i-dont-know-what time (:

Im lazy to blog.

BYEBYE

2006-06-28T20:38:00.000-07:00

Hi sorry for the lack in update!
Really busy these few days.

I still have project and homework to do after this.
So I have to blog FAST! briefly only.. no time!

Went out with Amanda, Yiinshin, Venice, Theresa, Stephanie, Huiwen and Angela after school today! [:
Ate at LongJohn's, didnt eat just drank LARGE ice lemon tea.
I was so thirsty! Haha, then we tried to shoot ice..
Blah blah fast forward >
Walked around Century Square, took neos.
Then home.

Okay, just some random pictures we took.
Really retarded but who cares :P

The end!

BYEBYE!

2006-06-25T21:03:00.000-07:00

Stupid but funny [:

School reopens tomorrow.
I hate it ):
I really really abhor hate dislike detest loathe it.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! >:(

Why must hols end so quickly!?

Shitzzz, gnileef nwod niaga!

]:
):
)':

Im not in the mood to blog -.-

BYE

2006-06-24T21:08:00.000-07:00

I think JJ looks cute in uniform and playing the trumpet :P
His concert today, me & my brother could have gone.
But kor was too lazy to go Jurong to collect the tickets -.- finefine

Nothing really much to blog..
Ecp for dinner, ate alot lah ):
youtiao+meesoto+sambalstingray+chickenwings+barley :D

Then on the way, bought Ben&Jerry's ice-cream! <3
Walao, damn nice lah. -faint x3
Watching the repeat telecast of Singapore Idol..
Damn sianz -.-

AHHH tmr last day of holidays already.
So fast ahhh ):
Havent completed my homework somemore.

Okay Im going to play some penguin game now.
Lame, but cute :D
Its kinda stupid lah seriously, but I like it [:

BYEBYE

2006-06-22T21:12:00.000-07:00

Feeling depressed? for the past few days.
Many things happened, and I dont know what to do except to cry.
I abhor all these things that are happening now.
I keep thinking, too much.
Now, Im going to throw all my troubles behind, and move on [:

Anyway my brother's short essay was published on The Newpaper (:
So proud of him [:
Its in Monday, 19 June's The New Paper if Im not wrong.
Go read it if youre free :D
The title's Send Crouch to the couch
Intended to put it here, but Ill better not, if not people will think Im showing off :/

Feeling damn sick and tired today.
My body's aching when Ive not done any vigorous exercise.
Then no appetite at all :/
Holidays are ending so soon! ):

Just some test I took (:
Karin

Although the name Karin creates the urge to be creative, independent, and self-sufficient, we point out that it causes a materialistic, somewhat self-opinionated approach that frustrates higher humanitarian qualities.

This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the reproductive organs, and tension or accidents to the head.

The name Karin creates a very independent, practical, analytical nature with skillful business abilities.

You desire freedom from restrictions and authority in order that you can pursue your own ambitions.

This name gives you leadership qualities and you are seldom happy in positions where you must direction from others.

Material and financial success are the focus of your interests, but sacrificing much for material ambition will result in a lack of harmony and balance in your personal life, particularly a lack of appreciation for social courtesies and things of a more inspirational nature.

The ones in bold are true, I think :D
The rest, Im not sure :/

Take the test http://www.kabalarians.com/index.cfm
I forgot the html to link :/

BYEBYE

2006-06-20T10:44:00.000-07:00

First time Im blogging so early canz.

My blog is dead.
Zzz.
Please revive my blog, thankyouverymuch.

Going Ys's house later.
Meanwhile..
Bloghopping time! [:

HoneyLemon is <3! :D

2006-06-14T21:06:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the updating for the past few days.
I’m damn lazy :/

Ys house for lit project yesterday.
Ended up playing as usual -.-

Then we cooked magee mee and cook scrambled eggs.
Then I scalded my hand while cooking the magee! ):
Applied toothpaste, lol :D
Not pain in the beginning but hurts like shit after awhile. ):
At least I didn’t whine :P

Almost 2 hours spent on cooking magee mee and eating -.-
So much time wasteddddddddddd.
Nvm, So we started on work, but after less than half an hour,
We all felt hungry again -.-

Went Ys’s house downstairs to buy food, snacks actually :P
Had Gotcha ice-cream ! :D
Then bought so much snacks to eat at Ys house.

Nothing much done in the end.
Ended up laughing like crazy with the crazy photos Amanda took,
And the “My brother is going on a journey today, I would like to bring him good fortune…” advertisement thing!

Bussed home after that.

Supposed to do a lot of my homework today.
Only managed to get some completed :/
I was craving for bubble tea, so my mum went to get it for me while buying lunch for us.
Sweetalk is too sweet lah, I don’t like :/
I prefer each-a-cup <3

Alright too long and boring already.
Zzz.

BYEBYE

2006-06-11T21:12:00.000-07:00

2nd post for the day [:
Im free & bored lahhhh!

Anyway my father was playing Google Earth just now.
Then he left the program running..
So I went to play with it.
Damn fun! :D:D:D
Found many places with Alf [:

Funny conversation between Alf & I:
Alf: I show you graveyard!
Me: Huh where?
Alf: Near my secondary school lor.
Me: Maris Stella?
Alf: No Graveyard Secondary!
Me: Laughs like crazy -.-
Okay its not that funny.
But its funny to me.. at least :/

Then he keeps saying:"Where is graveyard Secondary?!"
Then I would laugh like a craazzzyyy woman -.-

Look!:

Walao, blogger is screwd.
after I uploaded one picture then cannot already ):
Upload the rest of the screenshots tomorrow :D

Okay..Went out to get some stationery just now.
Then bought bubble tea ! :DDD <3
Tution again tomorrow ): -frownsssssss
Not that scared anymore but I think its damn boringz

Walao so much homework not completed yet.
Sianz, I want to spend the next whole week doing hw.
Then go out everyday during the last week! (:(:(:
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

My ulcer is f-ING painnnnnnnnn!
It was bleeding just now cos I brushed my teeth!
@&$!*&@%!) Grr.. Damn irritated canz! ):

BYEBYE

2006-06-11T15:23:00.000-07:00

Omg my ulcer is !@#$%^&* pain!
AHHHHHHH, I have difficulties even talking or drinking water canz ):
Please faster healllllll!

Anyway JB yesterday.
Took the 2nd link instead of the usual one.
Cos my father had to collect something from his friend.
Walao I hate this 2nd link lah!
Traffic jam for 2-3 hours.
Super super hungry but nothing to eat!
A hungry ~~man~~girl is an angry ~~man~~girl [:

After collecting that something, we finally went to eat! :DDD
Bak Kut Teh! Super nice [:

Then we lost our way somehowwww.
Then we finally reached City Square.
Usually shopping, Coffee Bean and all (:
Found the MNG top that Amanda, Ys & I wanted so badly!!!!
So I bought 3 identical tops -.-
lololol.

Dinner at KennyRoger's.
Then went home early cos Alf & Pa wanted to watch World Cup -.-
Lalallalalalalalalaaaaa, reached home bathed and everything then slept (:
I just love sleeping! :P

Neos we took on Friday:
Thanks to AMANDA SOH for scanning and sending them to me! (:

2006-06-09T20:57:00.000-07:00

Havent updated for the past few days.
Im lazy, but there's nothing much to blog about either :/

Intended to go East Coast Park with many many people,
Buttttt in the end only Amanda, Ys and I could go.
How sad right? ):
I miss cycling so much, & I want to learn to blade (:
In the end, due to the dumb rain, we decided to go shopping! [:

Met up with Ys at Tampines Mrt then took the same train as Amanda.
Off to town! [:

Went Taka first cos Amanda wanted to get her jacket.
She must be a happy kid now! :D
She has been telling me how excited & happy she is,
Cos she wanted her jacket so badly, haha.
Shopped around then walked to Far East.

Lunched at KFC.
Then Venice came to join us (:
Shopped at Far East.
So tiring cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns,
We were complaining like shit -.-

Left Far East and went to look for tops.
Found one that I liked but didnt have the colour I like ):

Trained back to Tampines.
Took neos [:
Such a long x999 time since the 4 of us took neos please!
We usually scream, shout, laugh and all when we take neos,
But for I-dont-know what reason, we were damn quiet when we took neos.

Home after that.
Mum bought dinner back.
Watching Ms Congeniality(?) now.
Haha damn funny lah.

Going JB tomorrow!
BYEBYE

2006-06-06T21:06:00.000-07:00

Omg I only have 15 minutes to blog! AHH!

Anyway I highlighted my hair! :P
My father helped me (:
My brother dyed his hair too.
The dye stinks lah I feel like puking :/

Stayed at home the whole day.
Damn boring lah.
Did jianbao! Im soso proud of myself.
Hehehehe xP

Okay I want to faster finish blogging.
I want to watch the 9oclock show!
Haha ok.

And and..
Today's the 6th April 2006.
Which is 060606.
Supposed to be shi jie mo ri, lol.
But nothing happened lahhhhhhhh -.-

BYEBYE

2006-06-04T21:02:00.000-07:00

Helloooooo.

Its another boring Sunday.
Sundays are always boringgggggg..

Anyway Im having tuition tomorrow!
Damn scary can :/
Walaoooooo I dont want tuition lehx.
I think I will spend the whole night thinking how she's like.
I really an idiot lah, so worried over such small things -.-

Amanda's going away for camp tomorrow ):
I will miss her alot!

Really stressed over some thingsss.
I think I think too much :///
canudonttreatmesonicely?!itmakesmefeelmoreguilty.ihateitlahhhhhhhhh.idiot.
BYEBYE

2006-06-03T22:07:00.000-07:00

Hello. Its a boring day.

Parkway with family again.
We go there like every week lah -.-
Met Amelia's mum at Isetan, then she said Amelia was at Parkway too! (:
Msged her immediately, but didnt intend to meet.
Cos I was with my parents and brother..
And I dont think they would want to accompany me to meet her.
So didnt meet her in the end ):
But we'll go out someday! Right? (:

Had dinner at the hawker centre across the road.
The food there is pretty nice :D
Had bubble tea! Each-a-cup. (:
I used to drink it everyday without fail when I was in p5/6.
Haha that was last time.
But I think Im addicted to it again :/

Shopped for awhile.
Felt so tired..
Cos I was wearing contacts.
I have not worn them for so long lah!

Homeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Yesterday's pictures at marina square (:
Pretty lightings at Marina Square (:
I look damn spas [:
Theresa, Amanda, Me, Ys, Venice, Stephanie (:

Girlfriends, taken quite long ago..

Tution on Monday.
Damn scared lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :/
Hope the teacher's not fierce or anything !

BYEBYE

2006-06-02T21:00:00.000-07:00

Hi.

Woke up early just for the idiot science enrichment -.-
In the end, only me & Venice went even though Amanda & Ys came to school.
Long story lah...........

Waited for the basketballers to come back from woodgrove sec -.-
Woodlands okay!
But we won! (:
DanZhongJiaYou! :D

After that, went out with Girlfriends, Theresa and Stephanie! (:
Trained to CityHall, Marina Square [:
Made so much noise in the train, haha.
Ate at Subway, I love the chocolate chip cookie there ! (:
Damn yummy, its like better than FamousAmos!
But I like FamousAmos too, each has its own unique taste lah :D
Cant be compared..

Shoppeddddddddd-
After that, trained to Tampines.
Home (:

One week of holidays have passed by none of my homework has been completed -.-
Goodluck to me! :/

- is so cute right! -looks at Amanda (:
Viewed -'s friendster profile.
The pictures are damn cute lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh xP
Hahahaha!

Alright thats all, I love Junyang!!! xD
Viewed his music video again, damn cute lah.

BYEBYE

2006-06-01T21:09:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone (:

Science enrichment is a total waste of time please!
For 3 hours..
Guess what we did, painting, colouring and drawing -.-
How interesting rightttttttttttt
So kindergarden lah, I would love it if I was in kindergarden though (:

Before going for science enrichment,
Met up with Amanda at Tm.
Had BurgerKing's Mushroom Swiss (:
Somehow we couldnt finish the onion rings lah, weird -.-
Cos we usually finish everything up and still feel hungry after that.
Hurrrrr, so we dabao-ed onion rings for dont know who :/

After that, we went to pierce our ear!
While we were going up to the fourth storey,
we were so scared lah, haha.
It wasnt as pain as I though it would be, luckily -.-
Pierced only one ear, pierce the other ear another day lah.
We humji, scared pain ma xD

Didnt want to shop at Tm lah, so boring.
So we decided to go to school.
It was still early, Venice Ys & Zhiyi were already there.
A teacher(I dont know what's her name) bought for us yoghurt! :D
She's so nice, we dont even know her lah (:

Lessons ended, we ran away from hehehehe.
So went to Bedok Macs to eat (:
Talked quite alot :D
Then went homeeeeee.

Look at this!

That guy's crazy man -.-
Lol.

I like Jonathan from Singapore Idol! (:
He can sing really well!

Alright, there's science enrichment tomorrow again -.-
BYEBYE

2006-05-30T21:01:00.000-07:00

Hiiiii everyone (:

Holidays are damn boringggggg. zzz
Anyway went to Tampines Library with mum to borrow books (:
Im so guai right, actually its chinese storybooks for dushubaogao -.-
I borrowed a book by S E Hinton, the author of The Outsiders.
Did I mention that I LOVEEEEEEEEEE The Outsiders? :D
Its such a great book! Damn touching lah.
The guys are damn hot too! ;D
And and I saw Lenis & his friend there ! hehe.

After that, had lunch at tm.
Omg met so many people there lahhh -.-
I met Shermaine/Sheena at tampines interchange with some guys.
Then, Stamford with his gf, and many many temasekians.
I dont like tm lah, always meet so many people one :/

I saw Junyang's album!
Sha Sha de shui, I was really tempted to buy it..
But didnt buy in the end.
It wasnt really worth it anyway.
I could spend the $20 on something that's more worth it..
Though I HEART Junyang xP
He's damn cute with a capital C!

Bought folding stars paper!
Or stars folding paper, whatever you call it -.-
So prettyyy! (:
The mini one is so difficult to fold lah, pek cekkkk :x

Stayed at home for the rest of the day.
No life ):
Boreddd, so took out the cam and started taking pictures :D
But after only taking a pathetic number of pictures, the batt died -.-
Sigh sigh sigh, nothing to do after that.
So used com, haha really no life lahhhh.

My father hired a tuition teacher for me.
I know my results are like #(@&*$^@ and I really want to improve..
But Im kinda scared of tuition for a reason or another :/
Phobia lahhhh
Random pictures

The book I borrowed (: Havent started reading it yet though:/

JUNYANGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
SO CUTE RIGHT ;D
From I zhou kan f.y.i.

Attempted to be artistic, failed.. obviously -.-

Alright, Im going to watch the 9oclock show now.

BYEBYE

2006-05-29T21:05:00.000-07:00

Hello all :D

Visited grandma this morning.
And stay at home for the rest of the day :/
No life lah -.-
Super boring at home.

Omg just found this!

JUNYANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
So cute so cute! xP
-screams, faints & dies -.-

Alright,
BYEBYE